| IMPORTANT! THIS LJ NAME IS NOT EMO ENOUGH! |
[22 Feb 2004|01:10am] |
THIS WILL NO LONGER BE MY LJ NAME! MY NEW NAME IS...
please_drown
ADD ME BITCHES! LOVE ALWAYS, B R I A N
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[03 Feb 2004|09:00pm] |
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so i decided i'm going to try and update this thing as much as possible from now on. but don't get your hopes up because i have said this a few times before. oh well, fuck you.
so last night started off very shitty and i thought that the rest of the night was going to suck terribly. boy was this motherfucker wrong! i left my house after having a pretty nice fight with the mother, and as i was driving in the shitty weather with no destination in mind...(that's a lie, i knew exactly where i wanted to go, shh.) i call amanda and she said to come pick her up. so i do that and then we head out to jess's house and chill there for a bit. we leave and drive around and go places and blah blah blah. so far it was a good time. then it was about 12:30ish and i dropped amanda off at home. by the way, i had no intentions of going home. so amanda calls me about a half hour later and then i sneak into her house and then into her room. (with her knowing, i'm not a fucked up creep.) so from about 1 until ummm...8:30 in the morning we didnt sleep. i really bet you want to know what happened but i'm sorry all of that is censored. if you still want to know you can pay a low price of $19.99 and i will tell you. it was a very fun time, one of the best nights i have had in...well, ever. so i drove amanda to school this morning and then came back to my house. didnt feel like going to school so i just slept pretty much the whole day. fun times.
tomorrow i'll probably end up going to school and sleeping there as well. i have to do a presentation in english. it sucks because my teacher is black and a racist. the suck part is the fact that i'm white. she makes me want to have slavery back.
feb. 12th i'm playing the variety show with some cool ass nigga's. it will be fun times. come and burn the school down with us.
that's all for now. go away.
"and to those who are quick to praise me then, I say it now: fuck you."
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[25 Jan 2004|04:26pm] |
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[21 Jan 2004|12:57am] |
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i really need to update this thing...
especially since it looks so kick ass now... thanks nora.
how do you like me now! SLUTS!
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR! |
[01 Jan 2004|12:04pm] |
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HAVE A HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR FUCKERS!
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name. brian + birthday. november19 + nicknames. slut + location. H to the G! homer glen! + what are you doing right now? ummm...stuff + what are you wearing? tight ass jeans and a tight ass shirt + do you like your neighbors? fuck them + whats your magic number. 22 + do you smoke drink or do drugs.? nope
what c0mes t0 mind when y0u hear these names..
+ blair. slut + shannon. slut + thomas. slut + scott. slut + lawrence. arms + aaron. slut + heather. slut + chris. slut + mallory. slut + chaquita. big slut
fav0rites
+ color. black + friend. blaze + car. my car + food. mexican + drink. chocolate shake + store. i hate you + outfit. my naked suit + boyfriend/girlfriend. amandalove + song. stupid question + singer. that one dude, brian, brian noonan + movie. the sandlot for now + pair of socks. stupid question + saying. you're a slut + animal. blaze
when was the last time y0u..
+ showered. this morning + kissed some one. last night + went to a movie. ummm a week ago? + cried. im crying now + talked on the phone. hour ago + paged someone. earlier + lied. i just lied + cheated on someone. fuck the shit + ate nerds. too long ago + drank welchs grape juice. no + watched the country channel. no + shaved ANY part of you body and what part? my vagina, a few minutes ago
relati0nships
+ do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend. yes + whats there name. amanda + how long have you been going out. well..a while + have you ever been in love. i am + who was the best kisser. amanda + have you ever cheated on them. never + whats your favorite thing to do with that special someone. be with them + whats the best present youve gotten from someone. the person + what qualities do you like in a guy or girl. if they think im hot. i like that.
rand0m
+ was this survey fun. not at all + do you think we need to get a life. or die? + are you a virgin. i am + who wants to be a millionaire. i dont know, who? + ever been to the Salisbury Zoo. no + what did you do on Halloween. worked + whats your favorite Scary movie. showgirls + do you know what I did last summer? dont care. + do you belive in magic. sure + when was the last time you ate a jawbreaker. today + whats your favorite magazine. AP + do you own a furby. no + what does your boyfriend or girlfriend call you. brian + whats your middle name. ryan + do you stink. you know it + what do you think of cheerleading. cool + favorite Disney character. goofy + what brand of deodorant do you use. deodorant? + worst kiss. i dont know + anyone you think is homosexual. i dont care + do you know anyone named LeRoy. fortunatley no + do you like Pickles. not at all + do you have a website. my old band used to + do you watch PORN. all of my movies show boobs + are you black. yes + do you wish you were black. sure + who you gonna vote for. dennis kucinich? + do you have your own phone line. used to + do you like brittney spears. no + do you want a brittney doll. sure + if not do you want one for christmas. nope + What do you want for christmas. nothing + do you have your 2 front teeth. maybe + what do you want to do with your life. play music forever + ever been butt naked bangin on the bathroom floor. yes i have + would you ever get plastic surgery if so on what. yes, ass implants + biggest redneck you know. this one guy + last time you went to skateland. never + last time you went to the bowling alley. while ago + last time you were in a hoopdy truck. fuck you + what perfume/cologne do you wear. obsession! + do you think forigen accents are sexy. sure + do you like hot dogs if so do you know whats in them. blaze is a hot dog + brand of toothpaste. im not a fan of toothpaste + last time you went to the doctor. never + do you think ricki martin is gay. no + do you think my tractors sexy. i hate you + do you have a credit card...can i use it? yes, fuck off + do you love your mom. yes + do you love your mom as much as norman bates did in PSYCHO. yes + ever taken ballet. yes + favoite juice. cherry kool-aid + Last time you used the restroom. i am right now + most attracitve person. myself, or amanda + any diseases if so what are they. yes, aids + last book you read...was it good. never read one + white, dark, or milk choclate. milk chocolate + ever died your hair. yes + What brand shampoo. that one brand + favorite holiday. november 19th + thing you hate most about your body. it's too hott + do you still play with barbies. yes + last thing or person you rode. ummm + are men really from mars. i am + do you have to do chores if so what are they. ha! + last time you smoked. while ago + last thing you bought. gas station food
m0re rand0m..
+ are you stressd out...if so from what. not really + do you belive in angels. im going out with one + would you ever join the army. fuck that! + do you want a puppy. have one + ever had a kick me sign on you. yes + how about a lick me sign. everyday + last time you were scared. never + do you do your own laundry. ha! + what detergent do you use. i dont know + what fabric softner do you use. i dont know + are your nails real or fake. fake + do you get jiggy with it. yes + do u live at the wild wild west. yes + what do you wish you were named. god + are your parents divorced...if so for what reasons. no + would you ever wear a waterbra. i do + do you take a lot of pictures. sure + favorite tv show. i dont like tv + do you want a baby. sure + ever thought u were pregnent. i havent had my period in 18 years, so im starting to wonder + last time you were sick. week ago + your feelings on mcdonald chicken nuggets. no feelings + do chineese people really cook cats and dogs. yes + do you belilve in santa claus. yes + do you go to a tanning bed. no + are you in love...with anyone...with me??? yes, not with you, sorry + do you have a car. yes + do you have your licence? yes + got milk. chocolate milk + do you sniff markers. yes + are you dissatisfied with your hair color. now, kinda + what do you think of *//\\//Sync?? im hotter + have you ever modeled. i should + do you shop in catalogs. no + what do you like the opposite sex to wear. stuff + do you have a cellie. a what?! + what do you think of eminem. shoot him in the head and ask me again + would you ever get a tatoo. yes + do you think lil bow wow is cute. no + have you seen charlies angels. no + what magazines do you get. ap + do you belive your horoscope. sometimes
even m0re rand0m..
+ do u like coffee...what kind...what in it: no + do you write in pen or pencil....or markers. blood + are you ghetto. i am + favorite lip gloss. softlips + do you wear a watch. watches are for sailors! + sunglasses. no + ever use nair....if so where? my vagina + ever been to the mall of america. i have + do you want a leather jacket. no + ever ridden a motorcycle. yes + do you think justin timberlake and brittney spears are really togther. dont care + what you think of bsb? they are cool + do you read the chicken soup books. no + have you seen the exorsist. yes + are you online a lot. never + do you have an old navy performance fleece. no + are you getting tired of doing this. yes + do you buckle up. im too hardcore to buckle up + any siblings. no + do they wanna fill out our great survey. go away + do you know how to yo yo. yeah + what color are your panties. im naked + ok we're done are you happy? yes
m0re.
+ number of times I have been in love. one + number of times I have had my heart broken. one + number of hearts I have broken. can anyone count that high? i dont know + number of boys I have kissed. cant count that high + number of girls I have kissed. amanda is the only one that matters + number of men I've slept wit. i slept with jamey on the hotel floor in iowa + number of continents I have lived in. 1 + number of drugs taken illegally. one + number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends. 3 + number of people I consider my enemies. nobody really + number of people from high school that I stayed in contact with. still go to h.s. + number of cd's that I own. a lot + number of piercings. zero, almost one! + number of tattoos. zero for now + number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper. 10? + number of scars on my body. a lot. + number of things in my past that I regret. no regrets
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| broken bones and bloody kisses |
[23 Dec 2003|10:32pm] |
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so i haven't updated this thing in a while. that really sucks for you kids.
i don't even know where to start.
all that matters is lately has been pretty good. as of now, i'm fucking sick. but i don't really care. the way i got sick was pretty fucking awesome. so it's worth it.
this thing has had some changes. thanks to my love. thank you amanda.
the job is still going good. fun times. most of the time.
the band is... good question. i don't even know. it pisses me off. but some doors for other bands might possibly open. hopefully.
christmas eve is tomorrow. i think this is the least excited i've ever been for it. oh well. just buy me stuff.
i feel like fighting someone. anyone that is ignorant. that would be cool.
i got a new hat today. it's fucking radical. hardcore style. maybe i'll post some pics of it's hardcoreness. don't get your hopes up though.
i want to be on stage right now.
i got a new phone. it is awesome! same phone number though. don't worry.
i don't feel like writing anymore. sluts. bye.
my god, it's beautiful the way crimson syrup drains away. the art in the knife as it lathers red milk. you are my canvas.
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1.What time is it? 4:33 PM 2.What is your name? Brian 3.What is your birthday? November 19th 4.How many sibs do you have? zero 5.What are your sibs names? not apppplicableoihoas 6.Do you have a job? i do 7.If yes, where? H to the T! Hot Topic 8.If no to #6, Where do you wanna work? well my answer is yes to #6 so fuck question #8 9.Do you have a car? yes, yes i do 10.What kinda car do you have/want? a chrysler sebring coupe! titanium in color. FAVORITE QUESTIONS: 11.Movie: hmmm...road trip i guess, even though there are better ones, like kindergarden cop. or cool runnings! 12.Song: any sappy love song that makes me cry. 13.Band: as long as they are hott, that's all that matters. 14.Group: O-TOWN R.I.P. 15.Singer: brian noonan, actually no!, amanda bradley. 16.TV Show: TV sucks. 17.TV Channel: TV sucks. 18.Actor: De Niro or brian noonan 19.Actress: Cher. that's right...she's an actress too! 20.Comic: i never liked comics. 21.Magezine: A to the P 22.Food: anything mexican. no meat of course! or chocolate shakes. 23.Snack: chocolate shakes. 24.Drink: chocolate shakes. 25.CD-ROM Game: fuck that shit! 26.Board Game: ummm...twister?!? 27.Card Game: go fish! 28.Kid Game: doctor! what a creep! 29.Number: 22 sluts. 30.Cartoon: teenage mutant ninja turtles! 31.Character: michaelangelo 32.Disney Character: goofy! 33.Color: black, red, pink 34.Hair Color: black and red of course. 35.Time of the day: night. 36.Day of the week: everyday. 37.Week of the month: every week. 38.Month of the Year: november!
LOVE LIFE ETC: 39.Do you plan on having children: yes i do. 40.Do you want to get married: already am. 41.How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: mid 20's 42.How old do you wanna be when your married: well i will be 20. or as soon as my fiance gets legal! 43.Would you have kids before marriage? ummmm... 44.What would you name the boy? brian 45.What would you name the girl? amanda 46.Are you a virgin?: technically yes. 47.If yeah, Do you plan on loosing your virginity any time soon?: yeah, tonights the night, when 2 become 1. 48.Have you had oral sex?: that's what sweet sweet lovin starts out with so yeah. 49.If no, Have you been past base 1?: yeah! i've even hit homeruns! my first one was when i was 10! 50.Do you even know what the bases are?: uhhh yeah! baseball player for 13 years!!! 51.Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): haha! yes?!? amandalove. 52.Do you have a crush?: very much so.
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER) 53.Music/TV: music 54.Guys/Girls: girl! singular. 55.Green/Blue: blue 56.Pink/Purple: pink sluts. 57.Sleep/StayUp: both...at the same time. 58.Summer/Winter: both. 59.Spring/Fall: fall 60.Night/Day: night 61.Hangin Out/Chillin: hang out and chill... 62.Friends/Lovers: friends. and lover, singular. 63.Cold/Warm: warm 64.Fast/Slow: fast 65.New/Old: new 66.Dark/Light: dark 67.Sparkle/Shine: shinarkle. 68.Peach/Plum: peach o's. otherwise both suck. 69.Apple/Orange: apple sauce. orange bang! 70.Laundry/Dishes: fuck that shit! 71..Christina/Britney: Amanda 72.Limp Bizkit/KoRn: just murder both and get it over with. 73.Rock/Rap: hardcore! 74.Pop/R&B: hardcore!
WHAT DO YOU THINK? (PUT WHAT FIRST COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU SEE THE FOLLOWING WORDS:) 75.Glass: pineapple 76.Shake: chocolate or "it fast!, whatch yoself!" 77.Club: party 78.Sing: er 79.Loud: music 80.Garcia: i dont know 81.Hair: myself 82.Ching: chong 83.Money: dubs 84.Work: sucks 85.Play: pleasure 86.4002: fuck you 7.Betty: boop 8.Sara: touchdown! 89.Dog: blaze 90.Brain: Brian 91.Nick: sucks 92.Frank: sinatra 93.AM: American 95.PM: Nightmare 96.Morning: wood 97.Ball: 8
WHAT DO YOU THINK (WRITE WHAT YOU THINK OF THE FOLLOWING) 98.Eminem: suicide 99.Rap: sucks. 100.Teenagers: wild and crazy kids. 101.Smoking: is gross 102.Death: it happens 103.Life: make the most of it. 104.Drinking: drink chocolate shakes. 105.Bomb Threats: NO SCHOOL! YES! 106.Murder: it would suck to be murdered. 107.Suicide: sad 108.Fear: fuck that shit!
FRIENDZ: 109.Who is your best friend?: a 110.Who is the best person to hang with?: m 111.Who is the sweetest person?: a 112.Whos the cutest person: n 113.Whos the nicest?: d 114.Whos the best to talk online with?: a 115.Whos the most blonde: sorry sarah. 116.Whos the weirdest: me apparently. haha 117.Whos the craziest: all of them 118.Loudest: duke remington 119.Quietest: ummm...not really anyone. 120.Smartest: amanda 121.Quickest: haha ummmm... 123.Most Trustful: amanda 124.Most Honest: they all lie! jk. 125.Most Cheerful: you.
LAST FEW (Pointless) QUESTIONS:
128.What kinda mood are you in right now? anxious! 129.Did you have a good day today? not too bad. could get better. 130.What are you doing tomorrow: work at 8 in the morning! and then...i do not know... 131.What did you do today?: woke up at 3ish. listened to music. danced. showered. played guitar. this thing.
QUESTIONS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS 2 U: 132.Who sent this to you? nobody, stolen from nora. 133.What do you think of this person: N/A!!! 134.Who do you think will be the first person to fill this out & send it back to you?: nobody is even going to read this let alone fill it out and send it back! 135.Who do you think wont even read it?: everyone 136.Do you want this to be done?: yes, it's time to eat.
138.What time is it now?: 5:20 PM 139.How long has it been since you started?: too long. 140:Why is pickle juice green?: because anything green sucks. pickles are green therefore the juice they give off is green therefore everything having to do with a pickle sucks!
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[26 Nov 2003|12:58am] |
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hi. so lately has been good.
my birthday was on wed. it was good.
last weekend was good. spent the night at my fiance's house.
shit at home sucks. but getting better.
the band has a lot of work to do. we will get it done.
almost fought a person at school. it was very funny.
was suspended from school again today. suspended tomorrow again too.
i fucking hate ignorant people. why are people like that?
im 18 now. hoofuckingray.
my hair is black and red. i like it a lot. thank you amandalove.
im getting piercings soon. fun times.
tattoos soon too possibly. :)
im getting married to amanda. seriously, we are getting married.
some good shows coming up. fun times.
january 3rd. january 3rd.
tomorrow should be fun. it will be.
thanksgiving is on thursday. i could care less, i dont know why i said that.
i want it to snow. only so i can snowboard again.
might be going to florida soon. hopefully the one i love goes with.
get well soon tanti. she will.
im spending too much money of food. i spent $11 just on me at El Famous. wow.
christmas is in a month. buy me good shit.
i got new boxers. they are almost as hott as me. jk.
fuck cocky people. fuck me. im not cocky, i promise.
im tired. im bored.
what does "door" mean? i dont know.
this is entry is so fucking retarded. haha goodbye.
im completely lost without you darling. i never realized i could miss any one person so much.
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| the best day in the history of best days...november 19th. |
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| fuck! |
[17 Nov 2003|06:03pm] |
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hello. good times lately. fuck this place called home. im suspended from school. im dying my hair soon. well. amanda is dying my hair soon. what color(s) you ask... just wait and see. my birthday is on wed. november 19th. that's in two days! friday is a fabulous show. i've been waiting for it to come. anti-flag. rise against. against me!. none more black. thought riot. the band is going great. we have to work our asses off. big news coming soon. lots of updates coming too. that's all for now. goodfuckingbye.
january 3rd.
it was nice waking up next to you...
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| hot damn! |
[12 Nov 2003|11:17pm] |
ohhh shit! do i see a new icon?!? i do. enjoy it while it lasts. and have a great day! :)
i'll think about updating soon. new journal coming too, possibly.
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| seven. |
[12 Nov 2003|07:00pm] |
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s e v e n * s e v e n * s e v e n * seven more days...
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| .drugs.sex.rock'n'roll. |
[03 Nov 2003|06:23pm] |
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hello. so lately has been crazy and overall pretty good.
went on tour with jinxpack. one of the funnest weekends ever. great and crazy times. can't even put it into words. but we video taped everything, i'm getting a copy soon. i'll show all who want to see.
alkaline trio show was a good time. they played really good. probably could have picked better songs. but oh well, they are still one of the best.
insanity after the show... great fucking times. not even going to attempt to describe it. let's just say i didnt get home until around 5 a.m. friday morning.
halloween this year kind of sucked. i didnt go to school because i didnt wake up until 2:30. then i had to work at 5. while at work i got really sick. and then had to stay until 11:00 even though i was only supposed to be there until 9. by the time i got home i didnt even feel like going out. so stayed home the rest of the night. there's always next year... right.
saturday i had detention from 9-12. it sucked. then had to work at 1:00. got home around 6:30. some people came over. then more people that i didnt even know came over. kicked their asses out. and then amanda and the rest of her crew came over. good times.
sunday i had to work once again. after work i met up with some "princesses" at applebees. good times.
side note: certain people need to keep their opinions and lies out of the lives of mine and others. whatever your intentions are, your plan is not working. ;)
some good shows coming up.
AMERICAN NIGHTMARE! SATURDAY! WES IS COMING! AMERICAN NIGHTMARE!
oh! November 19th! yeah that's my birthday. Once again, I am accepting gifts this year. feel free to get me something. :)
the band is going goooood. shows soon. :)
that's all you get for now. wes is coming. goodbye
promise me you'll never let go...
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| erik's ass... |
[24 Oct 2003|03:09pm] |
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happy fucking birthday erik's ass!
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